As of blogging it's kind of the same - I want to but if I don't read anything what can I blog about? It's not like I have 100+ ideas in store till I'm over this "slump". Nope, because that's the next thing - I'm out of ideas. I've never been immensly creative when it came to blog posts but I (at least I think so) had a few interesting ones in the past. I see all these great posts on other blogs and think: "How the hell do you come up with these ideas? ON A REGULAR BASIS?!?". There are discussion posts - trust me, I've tried them but whenever I think of something I COULD talk about my mind goes blank and I don't know what I wanted to say anymore -, great tutorials, DIY's and so many more. LIKE HOW DOES YOUR BRAIN WORK?!
And don't even get me started on Instagram because - oh, surprise - IT'S THE SAME. I used to love taking pictures of beautiful books, FairyLoot boxes and other cool stuff but lately it's been a torture. Can you forget how to take good pictures?! I've been quite happy with my feed but the pictures I uploaded recently? I don't like them. Not much. I mean, they're okay but I want them to be better than just okay.
It's ... ugh, it exhausts me. Thinking about ideas and not coming up with anything is so frustrating and makes me back off and do other unimportant things - it's a loop and while I really want to break this cycle I just don't know how.
So what have I done in the meantime? I started watching series again. Stranger Things, Dexter and I even started Supernatural from the beginning - I'm currently on Season 2 so yay! - it's a good thing actually because I was so behind on my shows anyway ... although it's not like I'm catching up instead of starting new/old ones. I enjoy(ed) some videogames - mainly The Sims 4 and Dead by Daylight -, either alone or with my cousins and friends, which I always liked to do.
It's great and I'm having fun but reading/blogging/bookstagram has been such a huge part and I kinda want it back - maybe not in that extent but just a little. That would already be enough for me! Maybe it would help a lot if I'd just get one book done. Only one. Maybe that's the push I need to start it all again ...
If you've read till the end feel hugged and kissed and loved, I really appreciate you taking your time to read this all - and thank you in advance for helping me out, if you can. <3 I'm not giving up on reading/blogging! :D